Red Pen ~ Red Ink
Writing for me has always been a challenge; I still believe I need to be tested for dyslexia. I can remember in 3rd grade, private school, struggling and being very far behind the other students in my writing abilities. We were often asked to write stories for homework. I was so frustrated with not doing as well as the other students, that in 3rd grade I had a master plan! I went home and pulled out one of my favorite Strawberry Shortcake books and copied it word for word on my lined paper. In the back of my mind I knew I was doing something wrong, but it was worth the risk to me then. I just wanted to be praised like the other students. There was no understanding of what plagiarism was to me in 3rd grade. The teachers were so proud of me; my paper got passed around to all the other teachers in the building. I was a super star! I felt horrible!
How unconnected were my teachers to not know this was not my own writing. We should all be more in touch with our student to know better, or did they just ignore a greater issue?
I do not have ANY memory of writing in 4th and 5th grade. Was I even being taught how to write properly? I remember reading, but no writing, and we all know that “Good Readers also Write.” (Nettles)
High school was a trip for me in writing. I had a good friend, Valerie, who was an exceptional writer. I would have her proofread all my papers for me. Valerie would “pretend” to be some sort of teacher; she really enjoyed the fact that I needed her for this duty. She would get out her RED PEN and just start in on my work. It was a massacre of sorts, complete blood bath. She should have just rewritten my entire paper! It always made me feel like complete crap, and took me right back to 3rd grade.
To this day when I see RED INK on a paper I assume bad. The correlation of RED INK and horribly written work go hand and hand in my head. I need to release this association, but after 23 years of the same idea imbedded into your head it is a very difficult mission.
I got an “A” on the paper that I just got back!
The “A” was written in RED INK at the top of my page!